oh... my heart ...there's a scar on it...

u cast a spell on me...
u make me love u....
now i loved u like hell...
seriously cnt 4got u..........

hundred times u make me hurt..
but u dosen't realize...
i ignore it for u...
now....

im confused
am i doing the right thing...

yak so ku

 

i admit that i am fat, i am not pretty like ur ex-girlfie...

but... swore that my love is bigger than their love...

19/04/2012~~~~~

hi kamu... hari nie sy dtg utk membebel pasal kemarin... smlm ndak sempat nie mau update nie blog

soo...

sy dtg dgn crita yg menggunung pasal kemarin...

kemarin.. sy kluar dgn Mr.Hubby.... dgn lg 1 org kwn sy, vella..... 

actually kmrin tu sy keluar xda tujuan sbnrnya... saja buang masa hehe.... okey.. crita nya bermula...

sy dgn mr.hubby kemarin sgt mcm anjing dgn kucing..... kegemaran dia adalah mengejek sy......

kalau bukan pasal gemuk, pasal sy nie gelap, kalau bukan tu, pasal gf2 lain...hahahaha

dia intend mau buat sy jeles, okey sy mmg jeles tp sy sedar diri jugak, 

dia good looking, sy rupa xda, gemuk, gelap, bnyk la perbezaan kmi..

kalau org nmpak pun org hairan.. haha..

kadang2..

sy rasa mcm , sy nie x layak langsung jd gf dia... 

sy rs sia mau brabis bertahan dgn dia pun x guna sb mungkin ada lg bgus dr sy..

touching ka? haha sot..... sorry.... sorry... thanks sb meluangkan masa utk sy..

even sekejap... 

sekian....

tentang dia..

dia sgt menggeram kan...

kadang aq x tau nk buat apa klau dia meragam...

kalau dia stress or saakit,

hmmm jgn harap lah nk gayut or msg....

dia paling malas....

hahahahahahahahahahaha

dh sebulan dh aq cuba mengenal dia nie...

sgt susah nk faham.....

tp aq cuba jugak nk fhm kerenah dia nie...

alhamdulilah..

allah kuatkan jugak semangat aq tuk berhadapan dgn segala kerenah dia...

walau mcm mana pun sekali aq geram..

aq tttp syg dia nieh...

hmmmmmmmm

kenapa eh?

entahlah....

nie beberapa gmbr aq dgn dia tyme date aritu ahahah

our 2nd date kot..hehehehe

our 1st date..this tyme he is so make me dup dup

ilovehimlikethis

here's my hubby

myheartarestereo

mr bulat kembali

Mr.bulat kembali tp....

aq meragui smua ini.....

apakah smua ini?

ya alllah give me strength

mr bulat is gone

mr bulat is gone... i dont know if this forever or what...

td he looks okey, but now, he's gone...

leaving at family will...

okey........

i accept that...

and thanks...

i appriciate the moments we share together...

My mr.Bulat

get well soon mr bulat... i miss u

nobody friend me txting... 

nobody friend me gayut...

nobody friend me laugh...

huhuhuhuhuhuh 

totally miss u so much.....

Xoxo to u Hby....

should i stay in this Love story???

i cant understand why he choose me?  why me?

 shud i take this seriously?

owh gosh....  what shud i do!!

Loving you is a hard thing to do..

why am i so stupid in this thing?  

i am not good in this love story...

u make me love u..

but

 i dont know why i love u..

why i miss u ..

why i need u..

ya allah, please give me strength to face all this ...

we found love in a hopeless place

his name is BUlat.. 

he makes me live in a super miserable life...

but, i love him all off my heart..

@funfair, our 1st date.. hahaha