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day after day.... time passed away....

and i just cant get u off my mind....

pretending like u dont exixt is the most terible thing i ever do...

but..

im too scared to get along with u again...

im scared of her... im too scared...

i think if i keep my distance,i will never hurt again....

but... getting far away from u is like a chick lose its mommy..

ya allah.... give me strength to face all this...

ya allah.. tell him tht i missed our happy time...

tell him i will always miss him even i dont talk to him anymore...

its because i never tell anybody my problems..

i hv to face all this alone....

p/s: hey... if u read this,i would be honoured... all i wnt to tell u is i never stop missing u

as my best Cuzzy  ever..... i really want to chat with u like we used to..

the most importat thing is  "I MISS U"

im so sorry

i was so scared to get near to u..

sometimes i am tired of pretending tht u dont exist...

until when?

its my fault who dont want to see u...

i am afraid of getting hurt again....

its not easy 4 me to heal those cut....

give me more time...

i need time to be not my self....

im sorry....

lo-go-rea

aslmualaikum sume..... pe kabo...

mia sihat alhamdulilah...... cuma smlm je perut s x brape nk selesa..

alhamdulilah ari nie da okey...

ummmmmm...ari nie mia x p skolah,sb......mia n family are going to

K.K..... daddy punya student konvo daaaa.....

ehehehehehehehehe

so we all goin to see them....  nk itut x? xpyh l... x muat...hehehe

xde la..just kiddim okey..... 

kerja rumah ku bertimbun...

Bm, Bi , and Biology..ohhohohohoh...giler bnyk kan...ahaha

nasib bek sy lulus gak Biology..huhuhu...

pe2.... ada peningkatan,serta kemajuan

papaya sy ckp never ever give up...

practice make perfect.... okey.... 

so

thts all 4 today...bubye u alll....emmmuahhh

wordless-wednesday -thursday

haiiii...pe kabo.... orait..hri nie mia nak share tntg kepenatan mia selama 2 hari nie...

nie tyme at school... practise 4 our pementasan taw!

yg ujong2 lak tu ...try n Error...

jgn benci..just tgk okeyyy

Thanx 4 those fireworks!

hai sumeeee..... rindu mia x? hehhe xde la ..sory just kiddim..hehehe... okey..

Fireworks, yeah..those 1 i loved the most...

masa raya keempat aritu....

cdie(my sis boyfie) came to our house around 8.00pm...

after sending my sis home... dia ask or permissioun mau bakar

fireworks dpn rumah,sb di area diorang x boleh sb rumah sume dkt2 jer... so memandang kan

dpn rumah luas so dia pon bakar lah fireworks tuh.. Mia duduk atas keta mumy.. 

owww so excited.... those fireworks just few feet jer from me.. 

and its really2 on top o my head... yaiks!

not scared at all....... just excited....its so beautiful..... i love it so much!!!

thnx cdie..... i hv a very fantastic raya this year!!

tq so much

spontanous-yesterday

okey... hai ..asalamualaikum.... korang sehat x? sehat bgus alhamdulilah... yg ta sehat tu...p mamam ubat okey?

yesterday aq sgt lah xde keje..so aq pon try2 lah benda nie...lg pon nie yg aq tggu selama nie... hehe

just a begginer... sila berikan tunjuk ajar yea..uhuhuh... ta lawa pon... tp tu x penting 

yg pentng kita niat nk pakai tudung da... kan kan???

sila lah tatap gambar Mia yg ta seberapa nie... anda berhak memberikan Kritikan anda...

sila2... i pon nk tau ape pndapat u all...

sila lah.... okey??

p/s: emmm sorry...haters not allowed okey.... just kwn2 yg baek ati jer...hihihih...emmmmuaaaaahhhhhh...

<3 <3

HIS LOVE is DRuGS

heyya readers ku sekalian... Mia r here again with her unfinished ever story..

ahaha..orait... Mia...pelik x napa i guna nama nie... yeah... this name wat my Papaya used 

to call me .... awww... sweeet ke?? hehe tq2.... hahaha.(perasan)

okey... me n my papaya run out of krdt... tu la .... slalu jew gayut hahaha....

tu la psl... ekeh ekeh keh keh.....xda la gayut sgt kn? hehehe

just before sleep je.... gurau2... kan2... then tido....... kan kan.... heehehehe

okey... mia ngaku mia angau hehe... and.... we are serious... we talked about it..

and any problem we will always solve it right away....

both we are hvin spm this year... he is CLEVERER than me hahaha

siencestream Vs sportScience

but im okey.. im  wishing a very gudluck to my papaya....

my zodiac tol me... never let go someone who makes ur life brighter

because he is the one will make ur day darker when u let him go

P/s:  i love u all... tq 4 reading this.... 

haters... go away ...dun came again huhu shoooo

i smile....

aslmkum korang...

best x rya korang? aq okey sngt apa lg bila sntisa gayut dgn papaya...

haha.... okey...x nk ckp bnyk... u all yg spm da stand by ke???

me... huhu i dunno lah... hmmmmmmmmm.... balik cuti nie 

spending 50% of my day with study..... cant online mcm nie lg... terpaksa biarkn bloggie ejap...

bloggie jgn sedih ye.... mamaya x lama hehehe......emmmuaaaaaahhhhh

papaya sy pon spm jugak taun nie so....

sy doakn papaya sy sntiasa sihat n sesama dok spm dgn sy taun nie...

okey papaya!!!

LUV U papaya!!!

cyg papaya so much....

i will always love u

PaPaya ku

okey.. i met someone... and he is too cute...

he gives me happiness... and i am happy until today...

we hv been together for 2 weeks..

not lama sgt pun but.. i do happy.... 

called him PAPAYA...

wont show u all until i am ready hehe

orait.... i just wnt to shout tht...i missed him so damn much

uhuhuu........ papaya sy... miss u so much... take care ye awez papaya... uhuhu

excited!!

yey!!! lusa nk raya dah... korang dh prepare ke blom nie??

ha.... kalau blom hmmmm prepare lah..sempat lg kot wat 2 jenis kuih... 

x pon g jer pasar borong...ade belambak kat sana hehe

ha.... baju? x pyh beli bru.. pakai je yg lama..bazir duet jer..yg tahu lalu korang beli dh buang ke?

ke dh x muat? 

hahaha...

xpe...kecil kn..sikit jer...x susah pon...

yg korng brabis nk habiskn duit mak bapak n duit sndiri tu buat pe

padahal baju tu korang x pakai hari2

yela..korang kan da moden...sape la nk pakai baju kurung lg pegi keje

cua bg sy kalau ade..

ade pon cikgu sekolah lah..

yg keje opis2 tu.. huh...xde makna nya.... semua nk pakai baju kemeja n skirt segala...

hampeh...... 

ha.... jgn korag terasa pulak... sy just ceramah cikit jer... kalau ada yg terasa tu

telan jer lah ye

sy dh susun 10 jari nk mintak maaf dh pon... di bulan yg sngt mulia nie...

jom kita bermaaf -maafan ye...

hoping korang yg x suka kat aq tu cpt2 la maafkn aq k..

pada yg slh pd aq...aq pon maafkn korang dgn seikhlas nya hati ku ini...

^_^

okey sume,tu jer tok hari ni... korang dh boleh balik...ehehehe

(aik...mcm dlm kelas) hahahahhaha